just when i thought
thought that you two are perfect
tian yi wu feng
when i thought you found the right partner for yourself
when i thought you two were meant to be together
seeing how close you two are
makes me feel
idk
after the quarrel last year with her
we've became a three
you two always in your own world
laughing like mad
laughing like crazy
doing all those crazy stuff
you just make me feel unwanted
extra
that feeling isnt good
and i suggest to erhem* that they stop doing that to erhem*
----------------------------------------------------
now i know that it is not only me who feels that way
but you too
try talking to her
and she doesnt respond much or what
then come talk to me
i can give you a sense of security
i can give you a sense of warmth
if she cant
i will not only make school not just a place to study
but a place filled with warmth
even if i dont understand you
i will try my best to understand you
i will put in my 101% effort
i promise .
i wonder how to be close when you know ..
when you dont even trust each other in the first place [?]
the question i used to thought
thought that you two are so close or so able to communcate
that there are no problems
but then now i know
that is not because of that
it is because you two dont even talk at all !
urgh ! idk