13 MORE DAYS TO THE START OF MID-YEAR !

start mugging !
sorry
its our fault
we should have paid more attention to you
we should have put in more effort in the dance
i know you very kanchiong
very worried for us
we should be ashamed of ourselves
dont blame others but only ourselves
for not working hard enough
we will do our best !
sorry

-this post very maodun with the previous post -.-
yeah
so what
we ARE a neighbourhood school
we cant perform up to your standard
we are very slow
the slowest school you ever met
the other schools already know their steps
and we being the slowest and stupidest people are still struggling .
do you know that the 'S' is very difficult to form ?
the other letters are a formed by straight lines .
we cannot complain since our dance steps are so much easier compared to them
make us run in circles and then doing you-know-what
so fed-up with us that you even change the direction and make everyone run the same way
want say say us lah
why go blame the teachers ?
also nothing to do with them
like what mrs tan said / feel
we should be feeling proud that we are chosen to perform
but going at this rate
we are going to fail badly .
very badly .
just when i thought
thought that you two are perfect
tian yi wu feng
when i thought you found the right partner for yourself
when i thought you two were meant to be together
seeing how close you two are
makes me feel
idk
after the quarrel last year with her
we've became a three
you two always in your own world
laughing like mad
laughing like crazy
doing all those crazy stuff
you just make me feel unwanted
extra
that feeling isnt good
and i suggest to erhem* that they stop doing that to erhem*
----------------------------------------------------
now i know that it is not only me who feels that way
but you too
try talking to her
and she doesnt respond much or what
then come talk to me
i can give you a sense of security
i can give you a sense of warmth
if she cant
i will not only make school not just a place to study
but a place filled with warmth
even if i dont understand you
i will try my best to understand you
i will put in my 101% effort
i promise .
i wonder how to be close when you know ..
when you dont even trust each other in the first place [?]
the question i used to thought
thought that you two are so close or so able to communcate
that there are no problems
but then now i know
that is not because of that
it is because you two dont even talk at all !
urgh ! idk
i just realise something
how small
how bad the sound will be
how inferior we'll sound
next year when the sec 4s are gone
we will sound like pieces of shit / dung whichever you prefer
compared to now
and next year's syf year
gosh
buck up !
without elias how khidir and i are suppose to survive ?
we cant play properly without him .
BUCK UP !